biggest LIE

I don't know the specific time that I started writing something in this blog, but its been around 4 years since I start it around 2012.

I watching Korean drama "Age of Youth" one of the good drama, it show how pathetic their life it is and everyone has its own life story.

Actually I become addicted to it because it tell some "LIE"
I mean everyone has ONCE LYING !! And that lie could ever became secret you don't want to tell anyone about it. It stopped became a LIE until you confess it?!! Right?!
LIE is a small secret..

I think some LIE could became the biggest LIE ...
Your fake smile...
You tell something that never happen but you want it really happened IN YOUR LIFE
You said you had done it but you are not..

During my youth (I'mm still young ok) ..

During my youth SOLAT could have been biggest  LIE
"You said you had done it but you are not.."
But day by day I realise WHY SHOULD I LIE ??
Why don't you do it when you believe on it??
Why don't you feel scared to Allah?

Some said "too young too dumb to realise" !!! But I have to say..I thankfull gratefull to Allah .. you were born to both of Muslim couple.. You know "betapa indahnya ISLAM itu"

To those who does not want to cover their aurat cause "belum smpai seru" LIE THEY LIE IT...!!!

Part of my memories

They still part of  my memories..
Either it is good or a pain to me
I still wont ever forget them easily
Especially those who were happend to have "incident" against me

Eventhough during our time together they never included me cause their bonding is too strong to get me involved n I try everything to get close but still they treat me as "junior guest" I don't mind  cause  I happend to face everything challenge me..